Have i really changed? For better or worse?

My friends have been telling me how much I've changed recently. O.o
Have I changed? No? I'm still the ugly me, i suppose.

Ever since that incident happened, I've quitted audi-ing.
"Eh Siao Char bor, you screw loose in your head huh? Why never see you chiong-ing your audi huh?
"Wah, someone change liao seh.. never waste electricity liao... That's what they say nowadays..
I always give them the standard reply: "I changed? Siao lar you all..I got meh? Change surname, change hairstyle? You all nonsense only lah."

Irritating my friends to the point until they decided to just leave me alone to rot.
Well, See no evil, hear no evil mah.. What do you expect? -.-

Only I know how much I've changed. Yes, I am not half of what I used to be.
You can never see me stuck in front of the computer damaging my keyboard anymore.
I am not longer addicted to boring comp games. Simply 2 words to describe.. "No point."

If in the virtual world, you gain everything..
But in real life, you have to give up what you've got.. Which would you choose?
Given another chance, I would have chosen to back off and not foolishly get myself indulged.

Yeah, you can never escape from those troubles in real life by indulging in virtual world.
It may seem that I knew alot of friends through audition, but seriously how many of them are sincere in being my real life friend?
Truth to be told, I had to spend my birthday hugging my Channel 55 shows at home, like I always used to.

-.- stupid 0ct 9 birthday

To be continued...